I can't believe he's gone...

Though you cannot always see
the bird singing,
if you listen with your heart,
you can always hear his song.

I got a card that said this and thought it was so beautiful.

Every day I miss him. To think that I will never see his face again. He would have been a great grandfather. I told Greg that I want him to make sure he tells his dad just how important he is to him and tell him he loves him everyday because you never when their time on earth will be over. My daddy suffered for seven years. After his stroke it was like he was given a second chance at life but a limited one. He could walk but with difficulties, my step-mom had to help him get dressed and fix his meals. She says she feels lost without him and that she doesn't know what to do with her life anymore. I'm so grateful to have her in my life, I don't know what I would do without her. Cancer is just one of those things that is like luck of the draw. And that's why I want Greg and his sisters to tell their father how much he means today because they may not know if he'll have a tomorrow.

I know it's really late and I need to go to bed. But I needed to get this out. I love him so much. Just because I can't see him doesn't mean he isn't with me. ♥


  1. I love you. Never think that your Daddy didn't get to meet his grandchild. He met that baby first. And right now they are spending time together, getting to know one another. And he is able to walk, run and hold that child in the ways that he wouldn't have been able to here on earth. He has told your child how much you are going to love them and how wonderful it will be to have you and Greg for parents. And that he will always be there, even if he can't be seen. Never, ever forget that. I love you so much. It will get better. I promise.

  2. I think she grew in Heaven before she started growing in my tummy. That's what Phillip thinks and I agree. :]


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